Wo“man”

She’s the one, who prioritizes her family,
She’s the one, who is grown in reverie.

She keeps understanding and adapting the myths,
She forgives and forgets; the way did Seth.

She finds herself alone at times, even amidst family,
She reaches some truths and searches for more.

Her life…sometimes at stake,
Sometimes with blemishes…disfigured.
She stops and sheds and moves on with the scars.

Dreary looks her road ahead,
Gloomy looks that tree up head.

Some stop at this junction and consume the authority,
Some deal with their fears defiantly.

Independent and expressive of their decisions hereon,
They take their roads designed and owned.

Deciding…or relying…self-reliant …or defenseless,
She still seems the happiest with her victorious smile evergreen.

22.02.07.

Search For Self

Not lost but searching for your inner self.... that isYOU. You know what you are, what you wanted to be;what you would want to be. You are just what you always thought you'd be like, else you wouldn't have loved yourself today, or anyone around. You are HAPPY the way you are today; a few things here and there worry you and thinking about these 'trivial' things become ones cause of worry. "Trivial Things"-----they are of less importance, aren't they? Cherish what you have, be content with what you are. Have goals and ambitions in life, and noone can stop you from not achieving something you are capable of(and is your right); but make people understand your priorities. Find out a way of mutual understanding wherein, do what satisfies the other as well , and makes him happy. Do things his way sometimes. Thereafter let him know that there is a line beyond which YOU want to go and ask HIM to suggest ways. Reach that level of understanding where you are not suppressed of your desires, nor do you back-fire and rebel to put your point accross. Understanding a person takes years....you've just put your first step. Now that you have duties to perform , so somewhere you have to put your ideas backstage, but surely not dump them(that is what we normally do).
It's like a test with subjective answers, where some questions have negative marking .
The pen is in yourhands but don't get worried about negative marking...just be sure that you score positively. Nobody scores hundred percent, but even if you score seventy five, you've done it pretty well.
Don't think it's only you who's being tested; the other also gives the same test, just that centre's of examination are different, and teachers are different...so the scoring automatically will be different. And for you to score well, knowing the subject well is the key. Hold this key forever, KEEP DISCOVERING HIM EACH DAY and don't let it slip.You meet people who don't get a proper living...think of them; and your negative thoughts will fly away. Do a good deed everday, do something that makes you happy everyday, and then see what kick start you get . Go for a drive, listen to your favourite music , call the people you love.
Happiness is with you always, it's just sometimes you forget it's existence and look for changes......and that is when you realize that it was the best thing you ever had......And you still have it....IN YOUR SMILE.

Who Observes Whom

It's about a day when I was in a train and was about to
leave for my hometown; when I saw a beautiful woman curiously observing another dame. She was sitting, with all her luggage around her and she constantly looked at
this beautiful dame, as if wanting to know “how beautiful a woman could be”?
Her hair was neatly tied. Her top fitted her perfectly well. Her
jean took the shape of her thin legs. Her footwear took the shape of her
beautiful feet, wondrous, hidden inside. There was this absolute “perfection” around this
dame.
Suddenly her eyes became conscious of another observer and she curled
her eyes towards me; and there went the whistle of my train and it started
moving ahead.
I suddenly realized what was she doing and what was I doing.
She observed that dame in the same way as I observed her.
Her thoughts flew and came and rested in my dome.
I was actually observing her through her own mind and I did so till my eyes could reach.
WE both got busy with our own “observing game”.
I could feel myself closer to that dame through her eyes.

If I happen to meet this woman today.... I would want to tell her how beautiful she
looked that day.

For all the beautiful women in my life.

30.08.06