Search For Self

Not lost but searching for your inner self.... that isYOU. You know what you are, what you wanted to be;what you would want to be. You are just what you always thought you'd be like, else you wouldn't have loved yourself today, or anyone around. You are HAPPY the way you are today; a few things here and there worry you and thinking about these 'trivial' things become ones cause of worry. "Trivial Things"-----they are of less importance, aren't they? Cherish what you have, be content with what you are. Have goals and ambitions in life, and noone can stop you from not achieving something you are capable of(and is your right); but make people understand your priorities. Find out a way of mutual understanding wherein, do what satisfies the other as well , and makes him happy. Do things his way sometimes. Thereafter let him know that there is a line beyond which YOU want to go and ask HIM to suggest ways. Reach that level of understanding where you are not suppressed of your desires, nor do you back-fire and rebel to put your point accross. Understanding a person takes years....you've just put your first step. Now that you have duties to perform , so somewhere you have to put your ideas backstage, but surely not dump them(that is what we normally do).
It's like a test with subjective answers, where some questions have negative marking .
The pen is in yourhands but don't get worried about negative marking...just be sure that you score positively. Nobody scores hundred percent, but even if you score seventy five, you've done it pretty well.
Don't think it's only you who's being tested; the other also gives the same test, just that centre's of examination are different, and teachers are different...so the scoring automatically will be different. And for you to score well, knowing the subject well is the key. Hold this key forever, KEEP DISCOVERING HIM EACH DAY and don't let it slip.You meet people who don't get a proper living...think of them; and your negative thoughts will fly away. Do a good deed everday, do something that makes you happy everyday, and then see what kick start you get . Go for a drive, listen to your favourite music , call the people you love.
Happiness is with you always, it's just sometimes you forget it's existence and look for changes......and that is when you realize that it was the best thing you ever had......And you still have it....IN YOUR SMILE.